Grad’s adoption tale established stage for poignant enjoy that is element artwork, aspect daily life and all heart

The 2023 premiere of Liam Monaghan’s autobiographical play was a impressive, if bittersweet, ceremony of passage.

Unusual/Common, published for his MFA in theatre practice at the College of Alberta, is what he phone calls an “auto-fictional” depiction of rising up queer in an adoptive Catholic family, and coming to conditions with his id.

Didi’s Playhaus, where by it premiered very last June — run by a queer theatre corporation called Theatre Outré — was a area Monaghan suggests introduced him to queer group and culture as an undergraduate. He commenced experimenting as an artist and creating perform that responded to southern Alberta’s local climate of homophobia.

“Lethbridge is a quite Bible Belt town. There was a large amount of powerful sentiment about queer and gender-various persons, as in Alberta usually, and the theatre enterprise certainly ran up versus some potent bigotry as a result of the function they were being carrying out.

“But I also consider that repression is what created the company’s operate so vital.”

Monaghan was born in Edmonton and adopted by mom and dad who lived in Lethbridge. They worked in wellbeing care — a job route that Monaghan, on exploring his own affinity with the arts, could not visualize himself next.

He was enrolled in a Catholic faculty from K to 12, but there was a lot about the expertise he located tricky to get.

“Some of the beliefs and ideology drilled into me there ended up quite harmful,” he states, primarily their regressive views of healthy sexuality.

Moved about to discover himself

Monaghan started executing in cabarets, before long composing and manufacturing his own function with the encouragement of Theatre Outré’s previous creative director Jay Whitehead.

He went on to generate an English degree at the University of Lethbridge, adopted by a master’s in English at Nova Scotia’s Dalhousie University, in which he examined queerness and childishness in the works of Oscar Wilde and Andy Warhol.

He then used a several yrs in Vancouver, doing work as a composing centre skilled at UBC, but all over the age of 28 commenced sensation a potent compulsion to return to Alberta for “unfinished business,” both equally personalized and specialist.

“I experienced a sturdy intuition that, in order for me to go ahead, I experienced to return to the scene of the crime,” he writes in the program notes for Unusual/Common. “I had to unlearn the habit of fear, like my panic of my artistic inclinations, which I realized developing up as a queer adoptee in southern Alberta’s Bible Belt.

“I required to deal with things I’d been running away from.”

He chose the U of A’s MFA in theatre practice since it made available him the finest opportunity to check out a vary of theatre arts — from creating to general performance to staging — even singing his own new music.

The enjoy gestating within him was so shut to home that he would want to be involved in each part of its generation, he says. Elements of it have been fictionalized, but the guide character was essentially himself.

“I needed to be in a office in which I’d be actually creating theatre (as opposed to just finding out it), where I could act and conduct, for the reason that I never assume anyone else could ever execute this enjoy.”

Artwork and daily life

The premise of Weird/Acquainted centres on a queer musician, adopted at beginning, who has just moved into a Vancouver apartment with his boyfriend. He receives a letter from his birth mom in Alberta who provides him a reward, and he spends the duration of the perform struggling with whether to take it, whilst doing work by his formative influences.

The situation is centered on a equivalent letter Monaghan gained a couple of yrs back from his have beginning mother: “I desired to see if I could compose a play about this state of affairs.”

We hardly ever come across out whether Monaghan’s character satisfies his birth mother. He deliberately leaves it open up-finished to let the audience to mirror on what “household” and “belonging” signify to them. But there is a culminating scene in which, through song, he confesses his deepest insecurities to his adoptive mom and dad.

“What was so vulnerable for me was voicing how we’re misunderstanding every other — not rather obtaining it suitable — due to the fact there are some variances amongst you that perhaps wouldn’t be there in a totally organic loved ones,” he claims.

“When my family arrived to see the enjoy, those people evenings felt very raw, like a next, community coming out.”

Unusual/Familiar garnered Monaghan the Alberta Playwriting Competition’s Sharon Pollock Award for the most fantastic unproduced enjoy by an Alberta writer. It will come with a $5,000 money prize, the biggest award for a playwriting competition in Canada.

He cannot say where his daily life in the theatre will get him from here. For now, he’s satisfied to be functioning as a courses expert at MacEwan University Writing Centre, a position that draws on his knowledge as a author, researcher, and educator. He’s also embarked on a new job discovering archives of supplies relevant to neighborhood Edmonton queer history.

And as he crosses the convocation stage this 7 days to celebrate his MFA, it will be with a deep feeling of closure.

“It’s like putting a bookend on items. It is me expressing, everyday living isn’t likely to be about anxiety, fear or disgrace any longer. It’s about closing the loop on my practical experience in a loving way, affirming how I’m heading to stay my existence.”